out of the closet

For other topics related to the FreeBASIC project or its community.
Posts: 651
Joined: Apr 25, 2012 10:35
Location: netherlands

out of the closet

Postby bluatigro » Jan 01, 2019 14:25

hello everybody
i have a anoucment to make :
for +-30year's now i m suffereing from Schizophrenia
Schizophrenia has many prejudges brought throu the media :
dr yeckel and mr hyde
[ that is multple pursnelity disorder ]
we are violent
[ in al my psychoses i did NOT use ANY violense ]
Schizophrenia has positive and negative element's
positive element's : [ thing's that we have added ]
psychose's , halucinnation's and delucian's
negative element's : [ things's that we are missing ]
i m not spontain , impulsive and i m sosial invalid
in the first +-8year i have this i developt a verry rare gift :
i can diagnonse a delucian by myself
a delucian is NOT only a idea
a delucian 'feels' like a religion
the content of a delucian can be so wierd
that i can not find word's for it

now i decided to tel this
for developing more compasion by normal person's
for peopele whit a mental ilnes

greatings titus krijgsman
Posts: 9797
Joined: Apr 22, 2009 12:46
Location: Paris suburbs, FRANCE

Re: out of the closet

Postby fxm » Jan 01, 2019 14:47

No problem for me.
I just thought I realized that you had a vision problem.
But to say this does not change anything for me (so why say it?)
Tourist Trap
Posts: 2890
Joined: Jun 02, 2015 16:24

Re: out of the closet

Postby Tourist Trap » Jan 01, 2019 17:17

Here neither, why would it be any problem?
Have a good year bluatigro, plenty of programming and other things of the life (even if not as interesting as programming but can we escape them!) :)
Posts: 1602
Joined: Oct 23, 2016 15:28
Location: Roma, Italia

Re: out of the closet

Postby jj2007 » Jan 01, 2019 17:52

You have learned to live with it, that's good. For us, your "outing" will not change much, except that we may understand better why sometimes we don't understand you immediately. Take it easy and enjoy programming!
Posts: 6628
Joined: Jan 10, 2006 20:30
Location: Scotland

Re: out of the closet

Postby dodicat » Jan 01, 2019 18:09

I see a talented mathematical coder with imagination.
Happy new year bluatigro.
Posts: 694
Joined: Oct 22, 2005 21:12
Location: Denmark

Re: out of the closet

Postby h4tt3n » Jan 01, 2019 19:28

That was very brave bluatigro. I hope you will find this community is very understanding and inclusive to people who struggle with things in their lives. I wish you the best of luck dealing with your challengens, and please do come forward if you need someone to talk to. Cheers & a happy new year! :-)
Posts: 744
Joined: May 05, 2015 5:35
Location: Germany

Re: out of the closet

Postby grindstone » Jan 01, 2019 19:55

To recognize a delusion by yourself is really a great skill, for I know that for you such a delusion is as real as the "real" reality. I take my hat off to you, keep on struggling!

And yes, for most people Schizophrenia is simply a "split personality". To say it with Jhonny Cash: "Don't think twice, it's alright". :-)

Happy new year.
Posts: 651
Joined: Apr 25, 2012 10:35
Location: netherlands

Re: out of the closet

Postby bluatigro » Jan 02, 2019 5:27

@ al
thank you al for those kind word's

i wil keep using my talent
many year's past i noticed that coding
lessens my dark toucht's

the only pitty i have is that my talent
is not jet recognised by my sosiity

Return to “Community Discussion”

Who is online

Users browsing this forum: Bing [Bot] and 5 guests