out of the closet

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bluatigro
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out of the closet

Post by bluatigro »

hello everybody
i have a anoucment to make :
for +-30year's now i m suffereing from Schizophrenia
Schizophrenia has many prejudges brought throu the media :
dr yeckel and mr hyde
[ that is multple pursnelity disorder ]
we are violent
[ in al my psychoses i did NOT use ANY violense ]
Schizophrenia has positive and negative element's
positive element's : [ thing's that we have added ]
psychose's , halucinnation's and delucian's
negative element's : [ things's that we are missing ]
i m not spontain , impulsive and i m sosial invalid
in the first +-8year i have this i developt a verry rare gift :
i can diagnonse a delucian by myself
a delucian is NOT only a idea
a delucian 'feels' like a religion
the content of a delucian can be so wierd
that i can not find word's for it

now i decided to tel this
for developing more compasion by normal person's
for peopele whit a mental ilnes

greatings titus krijgsman
fxm
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Re: out of the closet

Post by fxm »

No problem for me.
I just thought I realized that you had a vision problem.
But to say this does not change anything for me (so why say it?)
Tourist Trap
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Re: out of the closet

Post by Tourist Trap »

Here neither, why would it be any problem?
Have a good year bluatigro, plenty of programming and other things of the life (even if not as interesting as programming but can we escape them!) :)
jj2007
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Re: out of the closet

Post by jj2007 »

You have learned to live with it, that's good. For us, your "outing" will not change much, except that we may understand better why sometimes we don't understand you immediately. Take it easy and enjoy programming!
dodicat
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Post by dodicat »

I see a talented mathematical coder with imagination.
Happy new year bluatigro.
h4tt3n
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Post by h4tt3n »

That was very brave bluatigro. I hope you will find this community is very understanding and inclusive to people who struggle with things in their lives. I wish you the best of luck dealing with your challengens, and please do come forward if you need someone to talk to. Cheers & a happy new year! :-)
grindstone
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Post by grindstone »

To recognize a delusion by yourself is really a great skill, for I know that for you such a delusion is as real as the "real" reality. I take my hat off to you, keep on struggling!

And yes, for most people Schizophrenia is simply a "split personality". To say it with Jhonny Cash: "Don't think twice, it's alright". :-)

Happy new year.
bluatigro
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Re: out of the closet

Post by bluatigro »

@ al
thank you al for those kind word's

i wil keep using my talent
many year's past i noticed that coding
lessens my dark toucht's

the only pitty i have is that my talent
is not jet recognised by my sosiity
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